“I would just lose my mind….”

06 Aug

…this was the response of someone when I asked her what she would do without her cellular phone. That phrase, “I would just lose my mind” made me really start thinking about us and what we would do if we ever lost technological capabilities. As a matter of fact, I thought that if technology were the Mark of the Beast as described in the book of Relevation that most of us would be lost! So let’s talk for a second about the mind, since it seems so easy to lose it over trivial things; we all know about the five senses (touch, taste, smell, sight and hearing) but this data is used by the brain with its 5 basic aptitudes: attention, memory, learning, recall and speech with more than 10 billion neurons and connectors all working together. That is a lot going on up there in the ole noggin, isn’t it? Now let’s talk memory; there are three types of memory, imprinting sensory, short-term and long-term. In imprinting sensory the information is an immediate perception and can be lost in .3 seconds if not stored in your short term memory. With your short term memory information can last for a few seconds, but will be lost if not subject to repetition. Your STM can remember seven digits, but a ten digit phone number will not stay in your short term memory. Remember your ABCs? It took quite a while and a whole lot of repetition before we mastered that artful collage of letters. πŸ™‚ The ABCs is a prime example of long term memory; this enables us to recall memories from long ago due to repetition. As we age, however, long term memory can be influenced by other biological factors and degeneration.

Am I getting too nerdy for you? I apologize, it’s the psychologist in me, but I am getting to the good part. Technology in and of itself is a great thing. Where would most of us be right now without a lot of the moderm amenities that we are used to? Today I went to interview for a job with the state, and they told me that I would have to take a clerical test, that’s fine, I thought to myself. I got this. The lady escorted me into an office with a very nice HP computer, but when I went to sit down she said, “No, you’re going to be using a typewriter…do you remember those?” Uhhh…barely! So I sit down at this raggedy old typewriter while she struggles to load the paper into it. I’m thinking the whole time, “Candid Camera…yeah…no…Punk’D…no….Betty White’s Off Their Rockers…”, it had to be some hidden camera joke show right? Wrong. I had to type out a whole page on an old no name typewriter, but I was happy that it had a backspace/white-out key because I wore that joker out, LOL! After that test she did place me on the computer to type out the same thing onto a Word Document, *whew*. It really got me thinking though because I had to reach back into my memory bank to remember how to load, unload, type, backspace and all of that on a machine that only became obsolete 20 or so years ago. So…technology…this new age beast has many of us in a stranglehold and we don’t even realize it. How many of us have said or at least thought, “Without my phone I don’t know ANYbody’s number”, or “If I lost my phone I would lose my mind”? or, “I don’t know what I would do without my car”, or “I would die before I gave up my Internet”? This is when technology stops being a privilege and it has become an idol.

Now don’t get upset with me, I know how it feels to have that punch me right in the gut too. I am a text junkie and an app connoisseur; however, if I get to the place where I feel that if I lose a piece of electronic equipment that my mind goes as well, I will definitely scale back or ask God to take it away from me. See here’s the thing, none of this technology or electronic craziness is new to God; He in His infinite wisdom prepared us for this day.

Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee : because he trusteth in thee (Isaiah 26:3).

I had a discussion with our children about this passage because so often our minds are focused everywhere else but on the Lord and then we wonder why our lives are filled with turmoil, angst and despair. The scripture tells us straight that we would have perfect peace if our minds were stayed on Him. How do we do that? We stop asking Siri, Google Maps and TeleNav for directions and start asking God where He wants us to go; we stop waiting for our phone buzz to stir us to go and pray and we schedule a prayer time with God in advance. He should be the first thing we look to in the morning, not Facebook and Twitter, and the last thing that we address at night, not the evening news or making sure your app download finished before turning out the lights.

Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth (Col. 3:2).

This is our whole problem…and it is a part of the satanic agenda. I call it “the monster need more”, which generally means that we feel that we need every new thing that is released, and we buy into the advertising hype to the point that we forget that God knows our needs and supplies them. We set our affection (or love) on things on the Earth. And this brings in a whole new set of issues…

Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever (1 John 2:15-17).

I pray that you’re still with me! It’s easy to get caught up in these mind games that satan has set as a trap for each of us to fall into. We get so busy with our technology and our new, newer, and newest gadgets that we eventually become too busy to worship Jesus and give praise to him. Prayer and praise becomes more of a task or a duty to be rushed through at bedtime, while our iPhones, Droids, iPads, Kindles, Hewletts, Blackberrys and Dells receive most of our waking time. God knows that we trust Him if we are always thinking of Him, but when we are always thinking about who is on the other end of that “riiiiingtone” what do you think that shows God about who we love and trust?

Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus: Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God: But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men: And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross (Phillipians 2:5-8).

Jesus had a mind to serve the Father. If it’s good enough for Jesus, it’s definitely good enough for me. Satan desires to sift us as wheat and it doesn’t matter whether he uses an agenda, a movement, or a technological advance, the ONLY way that we can fight back is to keep our mind stayed on God. For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty THROUGH God to the pulling down of strong holds (2 Cor. 10:4). Don’t allow your short term memory to affect your long term goal of spending eternity with the Father.


I wonder how many of those 620 million almost “lost their minds” when the power went out. “This is just a test of the emergency broadcast system”. Hmm!

Stay blessed people of God.



Posted by on August 6, 2012 in Spiritual Walk, Uncategorized


Tags: , , , , ,

8 responses to ““I would just lose my mind….”

  1. The Latter Days Ministry

    August 6, 2012 at 5:33 PM

    LOL! And what a test! πŸ™‚

    I agree, although I am by far NOT a techie. I am taking each tech step kicking and screaming as others try to drag me into the 21st century.

    My daughter said to me about 1 month ago, “I don’t want anymore technology. It is just too much.” I was very proud of her for making this realization.

    I’ll say something else too (and since I am not the author of this blog, people can just get mad at me, LOL.). A lot of this technology has to do with a “me” focus. From Facebook, Twitter, cell phones, ipads…it encourages us to be introspective and wrapped up into ourselves, always seeking the approval of others (rather than the approval of the One who matters). This of course is not true for everyone, as I know that technology can be used for God’s work (I am doing so myself with the blog). I have just noticed what seems to be a slippery slope. The more technology, the less “social” people are equipped to become in terms of reaching out to others, creating REAL relationships, and witnessing to the lost for Christ.

    Anyway, just some thoughts. May we use even the technologies of this world wisely and not be overcome by anything/anyone.

    “All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any.” I Corinthians 6:12

    • iampastorswife

      August 6, 2012 at 5:43 PM

      My Sister, TLD,

      How ironic that I was just on your site reading about your YouTube account! Isn’t that something? I wish that I could say that I was surprised by their actions, but it seems that more and more the saints of God who are enveloping truth and delivering it to the lost are being persecuted left and right. Thanks to God that He had given you fair warning!

      As for this blog, you can preach, teach minister and admonish as much as you like because I know that in any of it the Word of God will transcend. I absolutely agree with you that “social media” has had the opposite effect on people, creating an anti-social society which is inwardly focused. This is totally opposite of what God wanted us to do…fellowship is key, leading people to repentance is the goal but we are all so selfishly wrapped up in our technology. Satan is a tricky devil, but God is a revealer! I also thank God for your daughter’s eyes being opened; each time some new piece of technology is announced, the next big thing is announced right behind it so we’re like dogs chasing our tails trying to be on top of “the next big thing”. It’s all a distraction and worse than that, a mirage.

      I really appreciate you. I appreciate your latest blog and I embraced the message completely. For as long as we have you, I will continue to support and pray for your ministry. As a matter of fact, I sent your site and Pastor Gary’s weekly sermons (from the website) to all of my children. God bless you all and your work!


      • The Latter Days Ministry

        August 6, 2012 at 6:20 PM

        Boy, you are QUICK. LOL I felt led to come back and post one more thing, but you have already responded.

        I just wanted to add that one thing all of this technology can do is get us used to the “crowd” mentality. However, as soldiers for the Most High, we need to even be prepared to walk alone…and of course we are never alone as Jesus is with us. I just mean that there may not always be an “Amen corner” wherever God may lead us, so let us not get used to – or worse, dependent upon it.

        Decide to Follow Jesus

        March on Saints of God & be encouraged! And may God continue to bless you abundantly Sis!

      • iampastorswife

        August 6, 2012 at 8:33 PM

        Amen to that Sister! This current journey that we are on has been a lonely one at times, but as long as we are doing the work that God has called us to do I am fulfilled and not lonely. God said that He would supply all of our needs, and I know that when He says “all” He means just that. So although the walk may get lonely my comfort comes from knowing that I am not alone! God bless you too Mia, love and hugs!


  2. Dave

    August 7, 2012 at 3:29 PM

    Ms. IAPW,
    Im not sure i like you anymore. How convicting that is. Thank you πŸ™‚


    • iampastorswife

      August 7, 2012 at 3:40 PM

      Brother Dave,


      And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name’s sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life (Matt. 19:29).

      I take that as a WIN….lol! I know you’re joking because you have a heart of gold, but if the truth of the Word drives anyone away…so be it! Trust me, this one convicted me as well. I smh at myself most of the night lol.

  3. Dave

    August 7, 2012 at 6:57 PM

    My Sister!
    Thank you so much for listening to Him and obeying by way of your postings. I was immediately convicted in the amount of time I spend online. The Holy Spirit immediately showed me how much better my life would be if I would quit messing around and get in His word more than a few minutes a day. Thank you! Now the tough part…… obeying πŸ™‚

    Love in Christ,

    • iampastorswife

      August 7, 2012 at 7:37 PM

      Br. Dave,

      Perhaps that’s why my gut punch hurt me so much as well lol. I do spend a lot of time online, particularly for school and research and a lot of time reading my brother/sister’s blog (LDM primarily), but like everything else excess needs to be controlled especially if it takes away from time that should be devoted to Christ. I like what TLDM stated about technology, we DO need it everyday, but God also knows what we NEED so hearing His voice and how He wants us to use it is key. I appreciate you sharing your experience with me, and being honest about this issue. I know that it’s tough to do, but God is working it all out for us! God bless you abundantly my brother!



Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: